What was I even thinking before giving my every single broken piece to someone? Well, if I couldn’t keep my own pieces, how can I expect someone else do that?
Weird expectations. We are humans. We go through so much. We share our secrets and in return get dumped. We tell our hearts out and in return get the people laugh on our own selves. How can we lose our own respect? Isolation was good, really good! Isolation doesn’t mean you’re alone. It means that you have your own self respect and don’t want to lose it. I envy those who’re alone or don’t have any friends. I adore those who keep their secrets to their own selves. The more you open to people, the more you get hurt. What for? For trusting people? We deserve to be hurt then, damn it!
How can we open up so easily? How can we tell our secrets to strangers right away? How can we trust people just like that? That’s because we’re innocent and think that when we can keep people’s secrets and make them laugh in their bad times, others can do the same for us. We have no idea that we are surrounded by human beings and not Angels. And humans are born to kill you inside out, with words or deeds. Even the families are not worth a trust these days, how can we fall for those so called strangers?
If you cannot trust yourself with your pains, how can you expect someone else to keep them? No way! No chance! We are stupid to fall in the trap of humanity. In fact, we don’t fall. We jump into it. We throw ourselves. Lulz. Stupid us!
Pity on our own selves!
P.S. Ignore me for this post. I don’t even know what I am saying. Just wanna say it loud. Too messed up and simply done with everything!